It’s been a few days since my newly updated resolution to post more (hopefully quality) content. I spent a few days away in the psych ward. My hallucinations/psychotic symptoms had gotten out of hand, and I just couldn’t deal with them on my own any longer. It was time to re evaluate my medications and see what treatment options are available as my illness(es) progress and unfold.
I will say this much, I have so much to update, because I “blogged” on pencil and paper as allowed on the ward. And it’s a good thing that I did so then, because my 10 or 11 days in there are now quite a blur. I think I had some interesting stuff that I will post in the next few days (back-dated).
Things are so different with my new husband. I know I shouldn’t compare, but these things just come up. I would have to beg my ex to come visit me at all… I had to ask my hubby to take a day off from visiting (as he was obviously tired, not that I didn’t want to see him). My ex would expect me to pick up right where I left off. My hubby allowed for some readjustment time. My ex would barely recognize I was at all hospitalized. My hubby had flowers waiting for me at home.
Right now I am under the weather. Not sure if it is the medication change or what, but I have been feeling like with a low-grade flu-like symptoms that don’t quite pan out for the past couple of days, and a real bitch of a migraine that has lasted a few days. Seems to have abated now, but only time will tell, as I’m supposed to take the migraine meds only as needed, and it’s hard to judge if I still need them if they’re working well. It’s no news that regardless, I always have a headache that I have grown accustomed to living with.
I was able to host bunco night the other night, and only a few girls showed up. It was a bit of a relief, to be honest, because I don’t know if I would have been able to put up with a full set of bunco ladies, having been out of the hospital for just a couple of days.
Anyway, it is time to attempt some sleep. I’m tired, and I have no concise subject to talk about.